I wish I knew what to do to make everything work out. I need something new to take my mind off all the other things going on. Why am I always surrounded by drama when I am at home? I don't try to cause problems, they just happen when I'm around. I thought I figured out what would stop all the craziness but it turns out it's the only thing I don't have control over. I know everyone has to deal with things they don't want to, but I did so well the whole year at school and I thought life would just continue to be awesome. But it's not. I was in pretty much the perfect situation during the last month of school, with the exception of a few minor things I have never been happier in my whole life. Then I left and came back to all the things I thought I had escaped. Why do all Matchbook Romance lyrics have relevance to my life? Anyway, that's enough bitchy rant for now. Things aren't bad I could just imagine much more.

"i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept 'someday, somehow'
as the words that we'll hang from."

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